Tuesday, February 7, 2012

staying positive!

Had a celebratory dinner tonight with my love while I vented about things in my life...including the stupid exam I just took & I feel so much better. Ryan is amazing & is so unbelievably supportive. I am so blessed. 

Tomorrow I will finally post more recipes...etc! I can't wait to get back into blogging. Thank you for being patient with me! <3

Monday, February 6, 2012

Sunday, February 5, 2012

YOU fail us not.

2005- Mission trip to Laos

Church today was absolutely what we needed. Our marriage has experienced so much change over the years with much more change to come. Many days we feel so insecure in our future. Our hope seems to waiver as much as the midwest weather. Having security in financial security is a yearning we are consumed with all too often. 

This worship song today brought me to tears. My knees actually felt weak. Church is always great..it's a great revival for the week to come. But this week was different. Maybe because I am almost dreading the future right now..not a bad dread..but an insecure one. We walked out feeling more convicted than ever. Our hope shouldn't rely on our bank statement or our desires for material things. We know this. But today we were reminded of that. 

God knows our deepest desires. He hasn't failed us yet...it's foolish for us to think He would start now. Bring it on! :)

"Transformation is about reflection...not perfection." our pastor. 

Hope this song warms your heart & brings you to a place of reflection. Rather than focusing on all the things we did right, it's good to focus on the things we fell short of to really understand the motives behind our decisions and desires...then to utilize that to transform into what He intends for us...not be apart of "The Walking Dead." 


God ALWAYS has PERFECT timing. 
Doesn't He?! :)

Saturday, February 4, 2012

my cutie

Doesn't his big smile just warm your heart??
I love him!

Friday, February 3, 2012

a love 33 years long & strong.

Remember when I told you how Ryan opened the door for me on our first date? & has been opening every door since then?

Remember when I told you that he actually can cook! Not just peanut butter & jelly sandwiches but healthy home cooked meals!

Remember when I shared with you how amazing he is? How he handles tough situations and always tries to rise to the top?

Well where do you think he learned all that from? 

You are right if you guessed- HIS PARENTS.

Meet Al & Moe Dorough:) 

I became acquainted with them before I even met them. Ryan always spoke so highly of both his parents. He mentioned that his dad taught him to ALWAYS open doors for a woman...especially his mom & his significant other. He said his dad also was the chef of the household so he would make me his dad's specialities. The food made me fall in love....with his parents. ((haha))

Look at that smile on Ryan's face. So cute!


On our first date (if you remember), Ryan mentioned that his mom is basically his best friend. He went on and on about her sacrificial nature in everything she did. She always put lots of love and heart into her passion- work (Special Education Director for a school district), her family, and her community. We can't go around their community without someone recognizing her!

Both of his parents hold such amazing reputations in their community. They are both hard working- they literally have built three homes from the ground up and you can see their hard work in every 'nook & cranny' of their home. They are both loving- they take care of everyone in their lives on so many different levels, including us!

Before meeting them, I was so intimidated. Ryan is so proud to call them his parents. I wanted them to be proud to call me their daughter-in-law one day. Meeting them was one of the easiest things I had to do. They were so open & willing to reserve a spot for me in their lives.



Watching their love be displayed over the years that I've known them has been phenomenal. They are truly meant to be together and have been through many rough times but have always overcome them with pride & dignity.

In our crazy world of 72 day marriages, sky rocket divorce rates, and failed relationship after failed relationship, it is so refreshing to see, feel, and be apart of this love that has surpassed so much & still manage to raise two amazing men, build a beautiful home, and most importantly an exceptional life together.


Today is their 33rd year together- so Happy Anniversary to my amazing mother and father in law! May you be blessed for more and more years to come! Can't wait to share more LOVE with you guys! Thank you for loving me as one of your own! I love you both so much! <3



Do you think you will still love me as much as your dad loves your mom after 30 or so years?

...Baby I will love you for infinity...


**Edit**

Also I forgot to add that Ryan spoke with his dad over the phone yesterday to wish them a Happy Anniversary. Ryan's dad bought his mom multiple personal massages at home by a professional masseuse! Can you believe it? That's so sweet! She doesn't even have to leave home! :) So sweet!

Thursday, February 2, 2012

this is how I feel

This is how I feel.
Boards on Tuesday. Keeping the blog short!

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

happy ((black)) history month.

Something I read today on FB. "History belongs to everyone. Happy Black History Month." It states it so well. We should all take pride and responsibility for the history that has shaped our society today.


"Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave, I am the dream and the hope of the slave. I rise. I rise. I rise." Maya Angelou 


A great place to visit in Chicago that I went to when I was in high school that really changed my viewpoint on Black history in general is the DuSable Museum of African American History

Be blessed. Take time to appreciate & remember. <3 md